a space for nurturing authenticity

Month: June 2014

Six

Pick up stix

Seven, eight

Don’t be late

Do you ever wish to run

Run

Run

Run

Run

Run

Run Forest

Run

Do you ever feel alone

Do you ever cry

Moan

Do you ever wet your bed

With the hair upon your head

After showering

In hot steam

Pleading with it

To douse your pain

Do you

Do you

Wish for a different life

Or wished you did

The one you reside,

Differently

Do you think

Once you were

An Indian running free

Upon the land

Not Taxed by this

Or stressed for that

Where the breeze ran through your mane

While earth’s polyps kept you tame

Does your mind ever go so FAST

You have no fucking clue

What thought you sensed last

Do you ever think

You are the only one

Who has ever gone through

What you have begun

Do you ever think to stop & be

On the street bench

Named

Sit & Relax

Gaping the birds lair

Heeding the water

Permitting peace to

Beat

Beat

Beat

Within your heart

Do you ever reflect

On the poor friend

Sister

Mother

You have been

Or how you have not seen

A promise through the end

Do you ever sleep helpless

And wake up hot

In the day

Longing, learning, dreaming

Your dream takes you

Up

UP

Away

You drift

Does reality ever slap you

In disgrace

And don’t you ever revel

Upon finishing the race

Do you ever

Feel so sad

About the time you wasted

And for the moment

You did not hug your dad

With your words

With your love

I’d go back and do

What I did not know before for

To fix it

Mend it

Sew

Forever more

I could say

I did the most I could do

To this day

I never settled

Or

Lead astray

I am doing it

On the

6th Day

 

# 5

Day Five

Hit my face like a crooked sneer

Contemptuous

A dismissive waif

Catapulted years forward

 

Cinco

When he bit me

The snake slithered its way into our Holiday picnic

Layer by layer of joyous happenings

Giving family

Living lessons

Laced in the creamy embrace

When the snake coiled around my slice in silence

Making its presence known only by his whispering hiss

Until snake sunk his mark upon my neck 

An unsuspected venom unleashed,

Seizing my grasp of all things wonderful

Suffocating, I bobbed and floated my way upon the shoreline

Where I wheezed for oxygen

Pureness

Air

 

Five years flown by 

Over the Skyscrapers and canyons

The pitfalls, dimples, the smiles

All of the moments I Aha-ed

As they swept my breathe away

Suddenly I halted in the wave

Which flooded my halls with memories

And felt the venom again,

More invasive now

To my web of venous matter

My very force, challenged

Leaving me unsure 

Whether a chance actually existed

For me to make it out alive 

 

Then I recalled it-

I have been here before

Brooding in the bane

Deja vu  

Full circle

Dancing in insane

What wasn’t learnt the turn before?

To be back reads a tinge of lore

Lameness sets in, numbing the pain

When will this door be shut?

No more dancing in insane

 

Angelou hymned

The sound of birds

All may not be controlled

Though decide

Not to be reduced 

By their strong hold

To savor the nectar

Of the rain

Is the door, in fact,

Always open?

The good

The bad

The venom,

Sweet indulgences  

Reliant on the very bite

Chosen to consume

 

Go ask Alice

I think she’ll know

Which taste comes with Day

& Anniversary

# 5

 

 

 

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